FINALLY, a fantastic episode for the season and it was so fucking heartbreaking. I started crying towards the end and haven't stopped. It was really hard not to look at posts for the episode but I still caught on that something bad happened. But I was hoping it hadn't.
I still hold hope everything will be all right.

Fuck, that was a good episode wasn't it? This makes it four times Supernatural has made me cry but this time was just so much harsher than any of the other times.

I know its been a long time and no one comments on my posts anymore but I just had to write something for this episode. Real life really sucks right now.

I just spent five minutes on my friend list wondering what the hell was with all the you are about to view content that may contain adult content, only to realize I wasn't signed in.

I'm in Richmond today because tomorrow I am going to my grandfathers funeral tomorrow because he died suddenly on Friday. And I mean very suddenly. He was visiting my grandmother at the hospital and had a heart attack and they were unable to revive him. Right now i am hopped up on wine so I'm good right now but holy shit life you can just fuck yourself.

Anyway, the reason I am doing a post is because we were having dinner in Steveston and they were obviously filming something...of course I started freaking out but thankfully our waiter knew what was filming. With my luck in life it wasn't supernatural. It was once upon a time. At least I found out early enough I didn't wonder the entire time during dinner.

I am sorry for spelling mistakes but sleep hasn't come easy all weekend since Friday so I'm sure you'll understand.

I just watched this movie and OMFG it's really good. It really is. Its about a gay Hustler trapped in an apartment building. He meets a whole bunch of people and there is sex on the way and OMG, there is an actual happy ending. This isn't a sick movie, or twisted or violent. Its actually quite beautiful and the acting is superb especially by the main guy. {Who apparently is straight in real life}

If you have time I highly recommend this. It's only an hour and twenty-eight minutes. I promise you won't be sorry.

I'm just going to go on like I haven't updated in AGES!

I bought The Hunger Games last weekend at the bookstore. The library just couldn't keep it on the shelf and it was only $10 so I bought it. I finished it today and am starting the second book. I really liked it. It's almost as if you shouldn't like the story because of what it's about but you can't help but get sucked in. I just couldn't put it down. Even when I told my mom what it was about it just sounds so barbaric but it was just so interesting.

For the last few months my sister has been trying to find a new apartment in Vancouver for me to live with her but there hasn't been any luck, which really sucks for me. She found a place for her and her current roommate. A two bedroom on the second floor of a building that is not wheelchair friendly. So, until I figure out what to do I'm stuck at home. It really sucks. I put in an application for BC Housing, which is a thing where they have buildings and special apartments for handicapped people but it didn't really work out for the three of us. I just don't think I would like living on my own. During the day would be fine but at night, I just don't think I could handle it.

I am really enjoying watching the Hockey Playoffs. This is like a first for me. I really enjoyed watching the games during the Olympics last year. I am in LOVE with Kesler. My sister even bought a Canucks shirt with Burrows' number on it.

So they finally use my name in an episode and neither one of the guys says it??? SUCKS!

OOOOOOOO, Dean just said it. Nevermind. I'm going to have to....oh and again. I like the way Jensen says Nicole. :D I'm going to have to rewind it again and again to hear him. THIRD TIME!

Does Sam say the name??? I'll have to wait and see. Its only fifteen minutes in.

HOLY SHIT WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT CLIFFHANGER ENDING????????

No, Sam didn't say my name but it was a pretty interesting episode.

"1 out of every 10 people are born Gay. That means 1 of every 10 people are instantly put down, given bad labels, left alone, put in a minority and so much more, all for something they didn't ask for. Gay teens are turning to suicide as a way of escaping. If you want to tell them that life will get better, & you respect them for who they are, copy & paste this. Most of you won't, but let's see the 5% of you who will."

I want to know your favourite Halloween movies, the ones you can't live without and if you don't see them then it just doesn't feel like Halloween. Either movies from your childhood or just anything.

I love The Halloween Tree and if I don't see it then it doesn't feel like Halloween to me, it is such a classic and a great movie that has everything. I love how it teaches all about the different beliefs of Halloween and culture and it has a good story with the friends with it and what the tree means.

My sister and I watched Hocus Pocus the other day and god that movie is so much fun. I love Bette Midler and I found out that out of all her roles this one is her favourite just makes me love her even more.

Another one, although not set during Halloween but just gets you into the dark mood is Rocky Horror Picture Show. I've always loved Tim Curry and I only really saw this movie a couple years ago for the first time but I fell in love with this cult classic.

I'm probably missing a few I can't think of right now. There hasn't been that many Halloween specials on this year from what I can tell. Reminds me of a few years back where there was nothing and it just did not feel like Halloween at all, it felt really weird handing out candy.

Tell me yours. :D

A very special Happy Birthday to my friend a_phoenixdragon. What else can I say? You are so sweet and thoughtful and crazy, everything I love in a person. I wish you a very special day with your family and a good healthy year.

I sent in that short story that I let you read. I won't know until January who wins the contest but just wanted to let you know.

Okay, this whole Supernatural being on Friday's totally hasn't caught up with me yet. I was playing The Sims and noticed my DVR had the red light on and I wondered what the heck was taping and it wasn't until I turned my TV on and saw the reminder for Supernatural that I realized it was Friday but 6:40.

In my opinion this was the best episode so far this season. Not because Jensen directed it, well it's not the only reason although it was pretty darn great. The episode just had everything and I loved every minute of it. I really really really really hope Jensen gets to direct again in the future, but if not for Supernatural I really hope he doesn't forget about it cause it was just wonderful.

I watched last weeks episode with my mom tonight too and during Sam's opening scene she said: Oh...My...God, have we ever seen him without a shirt on. I said, Yeah but its been a very long time.
My mother then says: Whose his wife and how do we find her to kill her? LOL. She was joking of course but it was just too funny.
Then in the dream sequence with Dean and Lisa my mother said: Is she going to turn into Cas? My mother is a fangirl. :D

A very happy Birthday to embroiderama Hope it's a good one. :D

*hugs*

In other news nothing much to report. Had a delicious turkey for Thanksgiving but that was pretty much the best part of the day.

I started watching Merlin online: um, how cute is Bradley James??? VERY! AND OMG, the Bromance between him and Colin Morgan is SOOOO CUTE! It definitely rivals Jared and Jensen or is the same for me because I can love both and have both in my life and feel very happy. :D If you are not watching this show then I highly recommend it. I already knew this but I really want to move to England for various reasons but for the t.v. aspect so I can watch these shows when they are actually on and not have to wait to find them on the internet.